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This may seem like a weird category for a recs post, but bear with me.
I have to confess that I use certain stories like a drug - hell, I use most of them that way. I've been going through some difficult times across the past year, in the throes of anticpatory grief about losing my parents, and getting involved in fandom reading and writing has been a pretty major way to cope. Well, that and denial, but same difference.
My main fanfic obsession has been John/Rodney SGA fics and when I'm feeling especially fragile it has to be fluff and happy endings all round. But mostly I can handle lashings of angst as long as it all comes out okay in the end for the boys.
That's meant that certain not-really-happy-ending fics were well outside my comfort zone and I avoided them for some time despite all the rec lists telling me I wasn't a true fan until I'd read them. In the end I found that although I couldn't bear to read them, for some weird reason I could listen to them as podfic. Maybe it's something to do with the feeling of driving while listening - maybe that allowed me enough of a sense of escape, of movement. Or maybe it was the opposite - that in the car I had no escape, I had to listen for as long as the trip took, and I have a long commute. In the end, listening while driving was enough to pull me into the stories so that I finished them at home, which was just as well because it was hankies all the way for the first two.
I'm going to rec three fics here. I should warn that there are spoilers here for the stories, inevitably, as I can't talk about them without discussing the content:
( Freedom's Just Another Word for Nothing Left to Lose by synecdochic, read by kuepo )
( Your Cowboy Days are Over by M (samdonne), read by general_jinjur )
( All These Places We Have Met by toft, read by thingswithwings )
So - my suggestion if you haven't been able to make yourself read any of these: try the podfics. They're well worth it.
(and apologies for the shouty bolding - laptop's playing up and won't format properly)
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I have to confess that I use certain stories like a drug - hell, I use most of them that way. I've been going through some difficult times across the past year, in the throes of anticpatory grief about losing my parents, and getting involved in fandom reading and writing has been a pretty major way to cope. Well, that and denial, but same difference.
My main fanfic obsession has been John/Rodney SGA fics and when I'm feeling especially fragile it has to be fluff and happy endings all round. But mostly I can handle lashings of angst as long as it all comes out okay in the end for the boys.
That's meant that certain not-really-happy-ending fics were well outside my comfort zone and I avoided them for some time despite all the rec lists telling me I wasn't a true fan until I'd read them. In the end I found that although I couldn't bear to read them, for some weird reason I could listen to them as podfic. Maybe it's something to do with the feeling of driving while listening - maybe that allowed me enough of a sense of escape, of movement. Or maybe it was the opposite - that in the car I had no escape, I had to listen for as long as the trip took, and I have a long commute. In the end, listening while driving was enough to pull me into the stories so that I finished them at home, which was just as well because it was hankies all the way for the first two.
I'm going to rec three fics here. I should warn that there are spoilers here for the stories, inevitably, as I can't talk about them without discussing the content:
( Freedom's Just Another Word for Nothing Left to Lose by synecdochic, read by kuepo )
( Your Cowboy Days are Over by M (samdonne), read by general_jinjur )
( All These Places We Have Met by toft, read by thingswithwings )
So - my suggestion if you haven't been able to make yourself read any of these: try the podfics. They're well worth it.
(and apologies for the shouty bolding - laptop's playing up and won't format properly)
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