Not weird, no worries! I do know what you mean about listening to other podfics of stories you've recorded - for me, it can either be really great because I get to just enjoy the story in a way I can't with my own voice, or it can be like, why didn't I think of that!?! I can never figure out how to do special effects or music in a way that satisfies me, and when I hear someone doing it really well I get enormously jealous, for example (it passes, thankfully, lol).

So please don't feel like you have to listen to mine now, or ever, really. Podfic, for me, is about making people (including myself) happy, so if not listening makes you happier, I am ALL for that <3